Dreams are beautiful, promises are not.. A fren once told me this. How true it is. Hope is what a human soul thrives on... It gives us the passion, the fire to pursue our happiness, the will to nv say die and the grit to keep trying until we succeed. Without Hope,everything dies. The human soul become like a hollow zombie, nothing matters anymore and the mind goes into a state of self-destruction and loses the will to pursue our dreams. For so long, i searched for my happiness.. Only to find one ger whom I thought will be the one... Sadly, my happiness was short-lived. I love her more than my own life... and i thought she will be the only ger i will ever love again in this life... "its so fragile.." She told me, and I cant agree more at this pt of time.. Life continues and the earth nv stop revolving, "time will heal everything" they say.. Is it really true? Can time really heal the void of emptiness after she left? Its so easy to put on a brave front and tell the whole world I have moved on.. Countless nights I have woke up in the middle of the night thinking of her, wondering what could have been, wondering if it is really the end of us.. Maybe we shouldnt have loved, maybe we shouldnt even have met, maybe we should have just remained as acquaintances.. We promised each other the world but none of them came true.. Wats left is a man walking on the boulevard of empty promises, broken dreams and cynism towards the innocence and simplicity of love.. Fairy tales only exist in books... I finally surrendered to this belief.. We believed that our fairy tale will come true.. We believed that we will overcome everything.. She told me nv to let go of her.. Call me a hopeless sentimentalist if u wan, call me a stupid gullible romantist if u wan, but I believed in everything we said... I hope she is happy.. maybe letting go is the best and last gift I have for her... I miss her... so much...